Goodbye Fairfax, hello Flanders. The feeling is bittersweet to say the least, but where do I go from here? The thought of moving on is sad, intimidating and most of all scary. Am I going to find a job? Am I going to want to continue to live with my mom? How am I going to pay off my bills? Ah, the questions of an adult. AM I READY TO BE AN ADULT?
I feel like such a child.. so young, but in reality, I'm not. I graduated college....weird!
It's hard to believe that I lived in Virginia for four years, but in those four years I made a home for myself. As I drove back to Fairfax this past Thursday it felt so natural. I would get back, lay in bed, watch tv and pass out, little did I realize that in just a few days my room would be empty and I would be saying goodbye to the life I had created for myself. Fairfax is truly my home away from home and I thank everyone that is a part of my life that made that possible.
I shall be back soon, and it would be like I had never left, but I guess its time to establish myself again here in New Jersey and get my feet planted. Fairfax, you will always be in my heart, but it's time to begin a new journey....
Yeah being an adult sucks. Everyone feels lost after graduation so don't worry.
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