Tuesday, June 30, 2009

RIP Michael Jackson




Better late than never to honor the greatest entertainer to ever live. Michael Jackson was the king of pop, the innovator of the entertainment world and a legend that has influenced millions of people. Despite his actions within the past several years, as an artist he was a genius.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

F'Ugly Days

Remember back in the day in 6th grade when you thought Limited Too was the best store EVER and FUBU was the flyest gear to have? Come on.. we've all went through our "awkward" stages. I know I did. Last night, I was randomly walking through my house just looking at all the pictures and reminiscing about all the great times I have had in my mom's house when I came across my frame of school pictures that my mom has on the wall in our living room. The pictures go from when I was in Kindergarten to my senior picture in high school.

As I look around the wheel of disaster, I came across my 5th grade picture and just busted out laughing hysterically. I CANNOT believe that I actually looked like that....and thought it was OK! I had glasses that consumed my entire face, a smile that shined from ear to ear, and two curls framing each side of my face. You can only imagine how ridiculously FUGLY I looked. The best part, I was rocking a DKNY shirt that I thought was the hottest thing in the stores! Why didn't anyone tell me how completely horrible I looked?

GOSH! Entertaining but embarrassing to say the least.

Don't ask to see the pics, they aren't even worth the humility.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Drake- Let's Call It Off

OMG!!!!! COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY OBSESSED WITH THIS SONG!! Enjoy! XoXo

Drake's on FIRE

Friday, June 19, 2009

Adventures!




And I am off to Virginia!! :)

I am so excited I can't even keep myself together. Last night was interesting to say the least running into ex-boyfriends.. hmph, not sure how I feel about that one. BUT, regardless... I am going to VIRGINIA!! Out with my loves tonight and then Rain concert tomorrow. It's supposed to rain and thunderstorm, but I DON'T CARE. I know it will be a great adventure with some great friends, therefore, I am down for ANYTHING

See ya'll when I get back!!!

XOXO



Thursday, June 18, 2009

Boys sit and wait, while men step up to the plate.

And another...

Terry Poision- 24 Hours (The Aston A-Bomb Shuffle Remix).. LOVE IT!

Hot Like Wow- Nadia Oh

Thank you So You Think You Could Dance!

Rain, Rain, GO AWAY!

What is it about dreary days that make us so L.A.Z.Y. It has been raining for eh, almost a week straight now, and I have become the world's laziest, uneventful, boring WASTE OF LIFE! You think I am joking? Proof below, read what I did today:

Woke up around 10:30 AM
Spent about an hour reading in bed. I am still reading Eat, Pray, Love but soon to start Lauren Conrad's LA Candy ! Ugh, I love Lauren Conrad.. call me a loser, but we can't all be perfect! :)
Changed to work out.... didn't work out
Spent about 2 hours on the computer... applying/searching/getting rejected from jobs.
While doing so, watching episodes of the now, family torn Jon and Kate Plus 8
, so sad isn't it. The joy that reality TV has brought to people's lives.
Wrote my penpal/roomie for life, Kate Keenan a letter
Laid in bed.
Took a nap.


Eventful day huh?!?!?! Man, I need some excitement in my life. Any and all suggestions are welcome. Can't wait to go to Virginia to see my loves tomorrow! :)

Rain concert on Saturday! The Beetles, mud, beer and good friends = good times. SO ECSTATIC!

What did you do on your rainy, dreary, lazy, all I want to do is sleep day?

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

703, Keepin' it Classy!

hahaa.. I love you Virginia!

(202): On Saturday, I sharted on my roommates dog while trying to make it smell my farts. Today I got security clearance to work for one of the most respected and secretive govt agencies in the US
(703): It's the American dream

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(703): i really like this girl i slept with last night
(202): you ask her out again?
(703): yeah but she said she is busy next weekend getting married

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(703): Please advise as to how precisely ashamed I should be if I just became sexually aroused by a Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince preview

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(908): the vacuum is drunk
(703): what?
(908): i spilled my drink and tried to vacuum it and now the vacuum is drunk

^ When Virginia meets Jersey. Instant love connection!

Texts From Last Night

Not been on the website, Texts From Last Night yet? OMG you have to get on it ASAP! I am obsessed, especially because a lot of the texts are from area codes that I know. Good ol' Jersey and Fairfax, gotta love it! hahhaha! Here are just a few that tickled my fancy today!!

(615): Jake was my 1st thought but I seriously thought u already did him... & then there's the getting the clap story... so I settled on Ben for my guess.
(1-615): I have done Jake, not Ben. But this was fresh meat. And P.S. it was ghonnerea.
(615): Ahh, yes. It's apparently too early in the morning to keep your partners and their std's straight.
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(410): Last night he was fingering me with one hand to his ear, calling himself 'dj clittles'
(301): Thats what happens when go home with guys that wear shutter shades to the bar..

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(973): RAWRRRR IMA PURPLE DINO
(908) dude i'm sitting right next to you.. stop texting me
^ hahahaha. Oh Jersey!

Monday, June 15, 2009

Friday, June 12, 2009

Eat, Pray, Love.

Eat, Pray, Love is a novel written by Elizabeth Gilbert that was published in 2006. The book is about her journey through Italy, India and Indonesia after leaving a life of success in America. The LA Times praised the book as, "Gilbert’s journey is full of mystical dreams, visions and uncanny coincidences…Yet for every ounce of self-absorption her classical New-Age journey demands, Gilbert is ready with an equal measure of intelligence, humor and self-deprecation…Gilbert’s wry, unfettered account of her extraordinary journey makes even the most cynical reader dare to dream of someday finding God deep within a meditation cave in India, or perhaps over a transcendent slice of pizza." The book is a great summer read and I suggest reading it if you haven't already.

There is a part in the book while she is studying Italian in Rome where she describes herself. It gives me goosebumps as she describes the way she loves someone because it describes me to a tee! The passage goes like this:

"Moreover, I have boundary issues with men. Or maybe that's not fair to say. To have issues with boundaries, one must have boundaries in the first place, right? But I disappear into the person I love. I am the permeable membrane. If I love you, you can have everything. You can have my time, my devotion, my ass, my money, my family, my dog, my dog's money, my dog's time, everything. If I love you, I will carry for you all your pain, I will assume for you all your debts (in every definition of the word), I will protect you from your own insecurity, I will project upon you all sorts of good qualities that you have never actually cultivated in yourself and I will buy Christmas presents for your entire family. I will give you the sun and the rain, and if they are not available, I will give you a sun check and a rain check. I will give you all of this and more, until I get so exhausted and depleted that the only way I can recover my energy is by becoming infatuated with someone else.

Sad, I know, but true, and until I find the one who will love me unconditionally as much as I love them, the curse will ensue.

"Trust yourself. Think for yourself. Act for yourself. Speak for yourself. Be yourself. Imitation is suicide."

Fabolous ft. Jeremih- It's My Time

Watch this to get you through your day!

"Fight for the things you love, love the things worth fighting for."

Thursday, June 11, 2009

New Way of Getting a J-O-B!

We all know the times are tough. FUCK, I KNOW TIMES ARE TOUGH. Living back with my mom in Morris County, NJ... KILL ME! No, really, kill me....please! After sending my resume to eh.. HUNDREDS of companies, I have gotten used to signing into my gmail account in the morning to find hmpf..."No New Messages". I am either a really big loser, or my email account is malfunctioning. Creativity is key to catching the eye's of these companies. If your resume doesn't stick out..FORGET ABOUT IT!

My brother being the artist he is, used a brochure that reflected all his pieces that he had created throughout his college career. After his interview, he saw a pile of resume's, and he instantly picked his out because it stood out from all the rest. Trying to be just as creative as him, I have been trying to think outside of the box to catch these company's eyes. Then, I came across the new versions of resumes....video resumes. Although, this may not be the approach for the shy, uncomfortable individual...screw you, I am FINDING A JOB because I'm not! bAaaah-HaAaA!

My video resume is in the works and I'm hoping that this is just another way to get my foot through the door to that dream job. Best of luck to you all who are in the same position as me. I will not stop here, I PROMISE YOU. I am so determined to find a job, that I will not settle for anything but what I ENJOY DOING. Yes, call me stupid..."take what you can get" is what I have buzzing in my ear, but why would I take a job where I will not be happy and end up quitting anyway? A quote that I thought would be inspirational to all you yuppies out there: "Trust yourself. Think for yourself. Act for yourself. Speak for yourself. Be yourself. Imitation is suicide."

Friday, June 5, 2009

Bethany Zorn Lives in Los Angeles




I just wanted to give some lovin out to my friend Bethany Zorn!! Check out her music and photos on Myspace and Twitter! You may recognize her from P. Diddy's, Making the Band, but now she is doing it solo, and I am so excited to see where her career goes from here! Congrats Beth!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Mind Vs. Heart


When it comes down to love, which do you follow.. what your mind is telling you to do, or your heart? As my emotions are literally being pulled back and forth, I question whether or not it is even worth the stress. I always find myself back at this point and have yet to learn from my mistakes. I guess when you continuously put people ahead of yourself, you're bound to get your heart ripped out of you at least once, twice, three and for me... four times.

It takes a toll on one's ego when you can care and love someone so much but don't get the same in return. The daunting questions of: "Why aren't I good enough? or What am I doing wrong?" repeats like a broken record in your head and there is no off button.

Intuition is a bitch when you have a good sense for it.

So where do I go from here? Do I stay in my current situation, or do I flee like I am so used to doing? At the moment, the answer is not clear.. but then again, how do you say goodbye to someone that you have grown to genuinely enjoy having in your life?

Budweiser, gettin RISKKAAAYYY

New budweiser commercial. Pretty funny, enjoy!

Monday, June 1, 2009

A Creed To Live By- Nancye Sims

Here is a poem that my mom has hanging in her cubicle at work. It's called a Creed To Live By and is written by Nancye Sims. This piece is inspiring, eye opening and has the power to get me through some tough times. I hope it does the same for you.

A Creed To Live By
Nancye Sims

Don't undermine your worth
by comparing yourself with others.
It is because we are different
that each of us is special.

Don't set your goals by what
other people deem important.
Only you know what is best for you.

Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart.
Cling to them as you would your life,
for without them life is meaningless.

Don't let your life slip through your fingers
by living in the past or for the future,
By living your life one day at a time.

Don't give up when you still have something to give
nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.

Don't be afraid to admit that you are less then perfect.
It is a fragile thread that binds each of us to each other.

Don't be afraid to encounter risks.
It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave.

Don't shut love out of your life by saying it impossible to find.
The quickest way to receive love is to give love;
The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly;
And the best way to keep love is to give it wings.

Don't dismiss your dreams.
To be without dreams is to be without hope;
to be without hope is to be without purpose.

Don't run through life so fast
that you forget not only where you have been
but also where you are going.
Life is not a race,
but a journey to be savored each step of the way.

PUB 66

Gotta love good ol' dover and PUB 66. Tuesday nights $2 draft beers and bring your own mug up to 32 oz, we all know how these nights go! ;)

A few pics from hotshotz. I know, I know... close that mouth of yours, my friends and I are sexy!



Home Sweet Home...?

Goodbye Fairfax, hello Flanders. The feeling is bittersweet to say the least, but where do I go from here? The thought of moving on is sad, intimidating and most of all scary. Am I going to find a job? Am I going to want to continue to live with my mom? How am I going to pay off my bills? Ah, the questions of an adult. AM I READY TO BE AN ADULT?

I feel like such a child.. so young, but in reality, I'm not. I graduated college....weird!

It's hard to believe that I lived in Virginia for four years, but in those four years I made a home for myself. As I drove back to Fairfax this past Thursday it felt so natural. I would get back, lay in bed, watch tv and pass out, little did I realize that in just a few days my room would be empty and I would be saying goodbye to the life I had created for myself. Fairfax is truly my home away from home and I thank everyone that is a part of my life that made that possible.

I shall be back soon, and it would be like I had never left, but I guess its time to establish myself again here in New Jersey and get my feet planted. Fairfax, you will always be in my heart, but it's time to begin a new journey....